I should be sleeping, I know this. I found my debit card..in my boots. Random. John just called. You have no idea how much I miss his voice. Especially now that it's really all I have other than messages and messages are not as good as phone calls. He just needs to come home. Now. Really, he does. Because my bed is meant for more than one person and he definitely needs to be in itso I can actually sleep and not just toss and turn all night inevitably entangling myself in blankets to the point where I can't get out.
This year just needs to be done with. And I still hate Chemistry. I just want my boyfriend. I feel he is more than that though..they should invent a word that's more than boyfriend, less than husband but not really fiance (no ring here). Fiance is just a funny word to be honest. What do you call him? Not-boyfriend-but-not-really-husband-either-but-not-even-fiance-no-ring? That'd just be crappy. The hell if I know when there's going to be a ring. CECILY GALLION KNOWS..I wanna know..this just isn't fair. I'm dying of impatience. I need a horse.
FUCK.
John just come home right now. 10 1/2 more months..I think.
This year just needs to be done with. And I still hate Chemistry. I just want my boyfriend. I feel he is more than that though..they should invent a word that's more than boyfriend, less than husband but not really fiance (no ring here). Fiance is just a funny word to be honest. What do you call him? Not-boyfriend-but-not-really-husband-either-but-not-even-fiance-no-ring? That'd just be crappy. The hell if I know when there's going to be a ring. CECILY GALLION KNOWS..I wanna know..this just isn't fair. I'm dying of impatience. I need a horse.
FUCK.
John just come home right now. 10 1/2 more months..I think.
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