As intelligent as I am you'd think I'd be smart enough to think about what I'm about to say, but sadly I'm a reactive person who doesn't think before she talks and I am sorry..I'm stupid, stupid, stupid. Why should I bother to say anything at all when I don't say anything right? Every time a situation comes up where I don't like it I feel as though I push you away and I don't wanna do that. I know I'm trying to be more accepting of things but I'm a damn rock. I'm slow ok? I know I said a lot of wrong things in that long message..quite frankly I reread it a few times and was appalled at myself for even writing it. I'm an idiot..what else is there to say?
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